1.30.2009

01.30.09 “And you want to get bigger”


Dr. Mesmir was not surprised to see the name of his next appointment. His clientele were often the famous from actors to athletes. The sought his near-miraculous help for anything from addiction to performance improvement. He smiled as he read the name.

“Royd Roided”

He called the patient into his office, smiling as he took in the handsome matured Asian bodybuilder with the stunningly muscled body. After the usual greetings were completed, Dr. Mesmir asked simply,

“What is it I can do for you Royd?”

The bodybuilder looked into the doctor’s face and replied, “I want to get bigger. There are upcoming contests and I need to get bigger for them. I am a professional bodybuilder and I seem to have hit a plateau that I can’t break. I figured that you could help me break through that mental barrier”. He flexed his tanktop-clad torso for emphasis.

Dr. Mesmir smiled, “I can do that, but the question is whether or not you are willing...or to put it more succinctly, how far are you prepared to go to achieve your goals?”

Royd grinned back. “I won’t commit murder, but other than that, am prepared to do anything. You don’t get as far as I have without some sacrifice”. Here, he lifted his massive arm and flexed, his sculpted bicep swelling to max peak. “This didn’t come from cutting corners, Doc. This came from giving up a lot of what other people take for granted, like going out for drinks or buffets or skipping workouts etc. I have sacrificed time and effort to build my body, so what you’re asking isn’t exactly a foreign concept.”

Dr. Mesmir admired the flexed arm. “Yes, you are quite right, of course. Well, if you are prepared to go under hypnosis then I think we can do something”.

Royd put his arm down and leaned forward. “Will I be “out” or will I be aware?” he asked.

Dr. Mesmir said, “You will be conscious throughout the procedure.” This was a lie, but the Doctor figured it didn’t matter as Royd wouldn’t know until it was over. “But, I need to get your conscious mind out of the way in order for me to break the barriers that you are experiencing”.

Royd smiled and said, “Yeah, that is what I figured. My conscious mind is somehow interfering with my goals and that is why I thought that hypnosis might help. And, well...you are the man with the rep!” he laughed, his white teeth flashing.

“Yes, I am very much that” Dr. Mesmir laughed back. “If you are ready, let’s get started...come into my treatment room”

Royd followed the doctor into a golden green room that was instantly relaxing, the ions and atmosphere perfectly balanced. He felt it as soon as he walked in. The doctor indicated a very comfortable looking chair and Royd sat in it.

“Ready?” Dr. Mesmir asked.

“Yes”

“Then we begin....” and Dr. Mesmir began a soothing monologue, quiet, relaxing, the words and sentences repeating, folding in and back on each other, the cadences forming a counter pattern that complimented and enhanced the subtle instructions for sleep. It wasn’t long before Royd’s eyes grew heavier and the lids began to lower. Slowly, his head fell forward onto his chest. Dr. Mesmir did not break his patterns for a good ten minutes extra, to ensure that the bodybuilder was well and truly asleep.

“Royd....can you hear me?” he asked

“Yes”

“Good. Open your eyes and sit up straight, but remain in deep sleep until I wake you” the doctor said softly.

Royd’s muscles flexed beneath his tight tank top as he sat up and opened his eyes.

“Royd, you want to achieve your goals, don’t you?

“Yes”

“You said you would do anything to achieve them, is that true?”

“Yes” Royd nodded for emphasis

“Good. Now, you can’t achieve your goals because your conscious mind interferes, right?”

“Right”

“So we need to make it so that it cannot interfere, correct?”

“Yes”

“I want you to picture a carved box, very thick, very strong, made of the densest wood.”

“Okay”

“Now, I want you to put your conscious mind into that box”

“Okay” Royd’s face registered concentration. “It is in”

“Good, now close the box and take the key beside it and lock the box” the doctor told him.

“Okay” Royd made motions as if closing and locking a box.

“Good. Now, give me the key” Mesmir ordered

Royd handed over the invisible key.

“Can you open the box?”

“No”

“Try to open it, Royd” the doctor ordered.

Royd went through the motions of trying to open the box, digging in his fingers trying to pry the lid off, his sculpted torso flexing with the effort, but finally stopped, “I -I can’t”

“Good. Now, you can’t hear your conscious mind anymore, can you?”

“N...n...no” Royd looked puzzled, lifting his arms as if lifting a box to his ear

“And that is good because....because why?”

“It interferes” Royd said promptly.

“Right! So, now it cannot interfere, can it?”

“No!” Royd grinned happily

“Instead of your conscious mind, you will now listen to and obey me because that is why you came here”

“Um..yeah” Royd said

“You came for help, right?”

“Yeah”

“I can only help you if you always obey me”

“Okay” Royd said, relinquishing his control to the doctor.

“Good. As long as you obey me, you will achieve your goals” Dr. Mesmir said.

“Great!” Royd smiled and the doctor once again admired his patient's handsome good looks.

“Royd, I want you to prove to yourself that your conscious mind cannot make itself heard”

“Okay”

“You are proud of your body, aren’t you?”

“Yes” Royd flexed and smiled

“You aren’t shy about showing it off, are you?”

Royd grinned impishly. “Nope”

“Then take off your clothes and stand naked in front of me”

Royd’s face registered resistance for a brief instant but went blank and he stood up, peeled off his tight tank, slid off his sandals and shorts and poser which was more like a g-string, then stood gloriously naked before the doctor. Mesmir look over the bodybuilder with detailed interest, noting the superbly developed muscles, huge, pumped and rock hard.

Dr. Mesmir ran his hands over Royd’s pecs, down his abs, and back up, tweaking Royd’s thumb-sized pierced nipples. Royd looked surprised, but otherwise didn’t react.

“Royd, I want you to flex your muscles as I touch them” Mesmir said. Royd smiled knowingly, proudly.

Mesmir began to slowly stroke Royd’s forearms, feeling the bodybuilder flexing and tensing the muscles. Up the biceps, which swelled under the doctor’s touch. The shoulders and pecs striated as Mesmir’s hands glided over them, as did the back muscles as the doctor moved behind the athlete. Down the back to the bubble-butt hard glutes, which hardened further under Mesmir’s hands. He rubbed his face into the warm muscled butt, his hands kneading Royd’s magnificent calves. His tongue flicked across the smoothly shaved striated ass as he stood up.

As he reached around Royd from behind, over Royd’s flexing abs, downwards to his cock, Dr. Mesmir said, “Does that feel good, Royd?”

“Yeah”

Mesmir fondled the bodybuilder's shaved heavy cock and balls. Royd’s muscles flexed as if he was going to move his arms to stop Dr. Mesmir, but didn’t.

“Royd...has a man ever touched your cock?”

“NO!” Royd said with emphasis, yet not resisting Mesmir’s slow fondling.

“But it feels good, right? What I am doing?”

“Y...yeah.” Royd replied, less certain.

“It is a beautiful cock, Royd” The bodybuilder smiled and relaxed.

“If the box was opened and your consciousness returned, what would happen?”

“I would break your fucking arms” Royd replied calmly.

“But you won’t do that because you can’t open the box, right?” Mesmir asked, his hands now cupping Royd’s huge pecs.

“Right”

“Good” Dr. Mesmir moved back in front of the muscle man.

“Now you are going to kiss me as passionately as you know how to” Dr. Mesmir ordered. Royd moved forward fluidly, his powerful arms encircling the doctor, pulling him closer. Royd’s handsome face moved toward the doctor, their lips met and Royd began kissing deeply, tongue working the doctor’s mouth, his lips locked on Mesmir’s mouth. Mesmir ran his hands down Royd’s rippling back, over the rock hard glutes, and back up. The doctor's cock got very hard against his pants, and Royd’s own crotch unabashedly ground into the doctor’s erection.

Royd stopped and stood back, his cock a little thicker and harder than before.

“Did you enjoy that, Royd?”

“Yes” Royd replied.

“I want to you get a hard on” Dr. Mesmir said simply. “The biggest, hardest hardon you have ever had”

Royd’s cock got harder and longer, thickening and growing until it was fully erect. Dr. Mesmir admired the bodybuilder's meat, so perfectly framed between Royd’s massive thighs. He licked his lips...then reached out and gently fondled the rock hard meat. Royd flinched a little and his hand raised as if to push Mesmir’s hand away, but then lowered. Dr. Mesmir felt the thick, hard warmth of Royd’s manhood, the veins and smooth flesh hot beneath his fingers. He could feel the subtle tremors running through into Royd’s groin and enjoyed watching the little flexes of the bodybuilder’s huge thighs.

“Does that feel good, Royd?” Dr. Mesmir asked.

“Um..yeah...kinda” Royd answered a little uncomfortably as the doctor gentle stroked his cock.

“Good. Now....when you first came into my office, what would you have done if I had grabbed your cock?” Mesmir asked.

“Fucking punched you” Royd replied without hesitation.

“I see. Why aren’t you punching me now” Mesmir asked.

Royd’s face grew puzzled as he thought about it. “Um...I...I...I don’t know” he said, looking upset.

“Is it because your conscious mind would demand you punch me and now it cannot tell you what to do?” Mesmir asked.

Royd thought, then brightened, “Yeah! I can’t hear it”.

“Good boy” Mesmir said, watching Royd preen a little under the praise. “So, without your conscious mind telling you anything, how does this feel?” Mesmir asked, slowly but firm stroking Royd’s musclemeat.

“Good” Royd replied, a blush visible under his deep tan.

“Good boy. Now, if you were working out, would you find this distracting?” Mesmir asked.

“Yes” Royd replied.

“I see. So, a hardon is a distraction?”

“Yeah...kinda...I guess.”

“Okay Royd. If it distracts you, it takes away from your goals, right?”

“Yeah, I guess” Royd replied.

“And that isn’t good, is it?” Mesmir asked

“No!”

“So a hard on is a distraction and an interference?”

“Yeah..yeah...it is”

“I see. And you are here to overcome barriers and to break plateau’s right?”

“Right”.

“Good. And that can only be done with sacrifice, right?”

“Right”

“And the conscious mind has been silenced because it took away from achieving your goals, right?”

“Right”

“And a hard on is a distraction which interferes with achieving those goals then?”

“Right”

“Okay” Mesmir continued stroking the boybuilder’s rock hard cock with one hand and his other running lightly over Royd’s massive pecs and brickwork roidgut. “What happens if you don’t achieve your goals?”

“I don’t get bigger”

“Right, Royd. You won’t get bigger. But, more importantly, what is the opposite of getting bigger muscles?” Mesmir asked.

Royd thought a moment and said, “Um...I...I...get smaller?”

“Yes, your muscles will get smaller...but what else happens? If you don’t have muscle, what do you have?”

:”Fat”, Royd said, revulsion clear on his face. His hand reached for his huge muscled roidgut, as if for reassurance.

“Right! Exactly” Mesmir said, watching as Royd smiled. “So, if you don’t get bigger muscles, you get fatter. And, anything which distracts you from your goals will stop you from getting bigger muscles, so distractions and interferences cause what?”

“Fat” Royd again flinched and rubbed his abs and thigh, once again for reassurance.

Dr. Mesmir smiled at the bodybuilder’s reactions and continued stroking Royd’s meat, slowly, insistently, distracting the bodybuilder, causing little muscle contractions throughout his gym built body. He continued caressing Royd’s perfectly muscled physique, feeling the warm hard muscles, taking his time to run his hands over them.

“Exactly! You are smart to understand this! And, you told me you really, REALLY wanted to do something about the plateau and breaking the barrier, right”

“Right!” Royd said earnestly.

“Okay...now, pay attention to what I say next, Royd, because it is VERY important to you” Mesmir ordered, still working Royd’s thick warm meat, just enough to keep it hard, not enough to make the muscle man cum.

“Okay” Royd looked Dr. Mesmir in the eye, concentrating.

“You came to get bigger, to break a plateau. Your conscious mind was stopping you and now it cannot do that. It stopped you from getting bigger. Now it cannot tell you anything. Now you can get bigger. If you don’t get bigger, your muscles get smaller and you will get fat. Anything else that does what the conscious mind did and distracts you will interfere with your achieving your goals. So distractions will cause you to get fat, right?”

Royd followed the doctors words and logic and nodded emphatically.

“You don’t want that, do you Royd? You don’t want to be a fatboy, do you?”

“NO!” Royd all but shouted, horror on his face.

“Calm down....I am here to prevent that Royd” Mesmir said and watched Royd relax immediately. “I won’t let that happen to you!”

Royd stood there, shifting a little as the doctor continued slowly stimulating his manhood, glancing down at Mesmir’s hand working his proud shaft. Royd put his hand over the doctor’s as if to jerk off.

“Stop that, Royd!” Royd stopped immediately and dropped his hand back down.

“Pay attention Royd! See how distracted you are??” Mesmir ordered and Royd’s eyes snapped back to the doctor’s face as he realized that he was indeed being distracted from the help the doctor was providing.

“Good. Now, What is the key to your achievements in bodybuilding and your wonderful body so far?” Mesmir asked.

“Sacrifice”

“Right. So, by making sacrifices, you got your muscles to where they are”

“Right”

“If you hadn’t made those sacrifices, what would have happened?” Mesmir asked.

“I wouldn’t have muscles like this” Royd flexed proudly.

“So, to get even bigger, you would have to make more sacrifices, correct?” Mesmir asked, still working Royd’s throbbing meat, noticing the bodybuilder’s increasing frequency of uncomfortable shifts in stances as the erotic stimulation continued.

“Yes”

“And you want to get bigger”

“YES!” Royd said enthusiastically

“So you must make an additional sacrifice, right? Or it won’t happen” Mesmir smiled at Royd’ s handsome face

“Yeah...yeah right...RIGHT” Royd said, following the logic of Mesmir’s words.

“But you already sacrifice time, effort, diet, everything, don’t you?”

“I do”

“And you have hit a plateau?”

“Yeah” Royd look frustrated at the thought.

“But there is nothing else to sacrifice?”

Royd’s face fell and he reached and rubbed and flexed his pecs, “No...I don’t think so...”

“So, that would mean you can’t get bigger. If you don’t get bigger, what happens?”

Royd looked near tears. “I get fat” He flexed his legs and torso as if to confirm it hadn’t already happened.

“But, if I can show you something that you CAN sacrifice, would you do it?” Mesmir asked

“FUCK YES!!!” Royd said desperately, hope dawning on his face.

“Good! You are going to sacrifice something that distracts you and takes away from your goals and your achievements, something that interferes with your success. Are you committed to that?”

“ANYTHING doc, anything....I gotta do it” the Asian bodybuilder said with complete commitment.

Dr. Mesmir smiled. “Hardons distract, interfere and prevent you achieving your goals. That means that hardon’s do what else?”

Royd followed the logic and replied confidently “Make me fat” then his face reflected a dawning realization and he looked down at his engorged shaft, still being pleasurably stroked by the doctor. He stared at it like it was an enemy

“Right...so if you sacrifice getting hardons, you will not get fat, but will get bigger, right?”

“Right! YES!!!!” Royd said brightly.

“Good! So you must not have hardons any more. You must never get hard again. THAT is the sacrifice that will allow you to achieve your goals”

Royd looked puzzled and then sad as he looked down on his beautiful thick cock.

“You see, Royd. It is a distraction, isn’t it? My touching it distracts you, doesn’t it?” Mesmir asked.

“Yes” Royd said, realizing how true it was.

“And what will distractions do?”

“Make me fat!” Royd said with realization, suddenly pulling back from the doctor in horror. “STOP THAT!!! You’re making me fat!!!!” he yelled, his hand protectively over his cock while the other rubbed his ripped abs.

“Royd...give up the hardons and you will have nothing to fear. But, if you continue to have them, if you stroke or fuck and if you cum, you will get fatter and fatter. The only way to avoid that is to make the sacrifice and get bigger like you want. You must NEVER get a hardon again!” Mesmir ordered.

Royd stood, his cock erect, eyes wide open, staring at the doctor. Between the sculpted muscles of this thighs, his beautiful dick slowly deflated, going softer than it had ever been before. Royd stood defiantly.

“Royd, can you get hard for me?”Mesmir asked holding the deflated manhood.

“Nope” Royd said proudly.

“I bet I can make you hard” Mesmir said.

“No way!” Royd said smirking. “You can’t. No one can. No more hardons for me. I am not getting fat for anyone!!!”

“May I try to prove you wrong?”

Royd chuckled. “Go ahead”

Dr. Mesmir knelt down in front of the matured builder and said, “I want you to picture the most muscular man in the world sucking your cock” and began to suck the limp organ. Mesmir sucked and stimulated expertly, but it remained limp. He looked up at Royd and the bodybuilder was looking down, smiling, seeing only the most muscled mnn sucking him. Still, his cock didn’t harden

“Stop! You're just trying to make me fat!!! GET OFF MY COCK” he shouted and pushed Mesmir back, then stood there with his arms folder over his huge chest, legs spread slightly, triumph on his face. “No muscle-cunt is going to ruin my body!” he said defiantly.

Dr. Mesmir smiled. “Royd, you are doing so very well!!! He is gone now and you have nothing to fear”

Royd relaxed.

“But there is a problem, Royd” Dr. Mesmir warned.

“What?”

“Well, you are a man, a virile muscle man and sex is important, right?” Mesmir asked.

“Of course”

“Well, you can’t get hard anymore...”

Royd’s face looked shocked as he looked down at his limp cock and then to Dr. Mesmir, the sheer despair registering almost comically. Dr. Mesmir just smiled.

“And since you are bigger and more masculine than most, your sex drive must be much greater!”

Royd nodded, looking on the verge of tears.

“You NEED sex...a lot of it Royd. The bigger your muscles, the more sex you need!”

“I can’t!” Royd nearly sobbed “I can’t get hard! It will ruin me!!!” he cried as tears flowed down his face.

Mesmir put his hands around Royd’s incredible waist and pulled him closer.

“Calm down...I can help you so that you can have sex without getting fat”

Royd looked desperately hopeful “You can??”

“Yes. All you have to do is transfer the pleasure you feel when fucking from your cock to your ass. Can you do that for me?”

“Um...yeah...I think so” Royd replied and concentrated.

“Good...do it”

Royd continued concentrating. “Okay”

“Now, turn around”

Royd obeyed

Mesmir began to slip his hand between Royd’s magnificent glutes. He touched the bodybuilder’s hole and Royd gasped, a thick, needy, pleasurable sound. Dr. Mesmir chuckled.

“Does that feel good?”

“Oh yeah!”

“Good. Now, Royd, turn around and listen carefully.” Royd obeyed. “You NEED sex....you need that pleasure. The longer you go without, the more likely you are to get a hardon”

“NO!!! NO FUCKING WAY!” Royd shouted, fear thick in his voice.

“Royd..listen...calm down.” Royd settled, but his handsome face looked defiant. “Your NEED for sex is HUGE...as big as your muscles! So, in order to alleviate that, you must allow someone to pleasure your ass because that is where all your pleasure centers are now”

Royd looked stunned, then embarrassed. “You mean I gotta get ass-fucked?” He said unhappily

“It is either that or a hardon” Dr. Mesmir smiled.

“NO!”

“So, how will you satisfy your NEED for sex?”

“Gotta let someone fuck my ass” Royd replied unhappily.

“Right. Why do you seem unhappy, Royd?”

“I am not a faggot”

“No, you aren’t. And you find it embarrassing to think of letting a strange guy fuck you, right?” Mesmir asked.

“Yeah,...exactly” Royd replied.

“But you aren’t embarrassed to be nude in front of me, are you? You let me stroke your cock, right? That was okay and felt good, right?”

“Y...yeah.”

“So, rather than be embarrassed to find any other guy out there to fuck your ass, why not just get me to do it because you aren’t embarrassed in front of me?” Mesmir said, watching Royd closely.

Royd pondered for a moment and then his face lit up. “Right! That would work!”

“So whenever you NEED sex, which is at least five times as often as any other man, who will you come to for satisfaction?”

“YOU!” Royd said confidently.

“Hehehe...good boy, Royd. Now, to sum up, your conscious mind can’t interfere, you will obey me because I will help you achieve your goals, you won’t get hardons any more because they will make you fat, you NEED lots of sex and I am the only one you trust to fuck your ass and alleviate that need, all of this so that you can get bigger like you WANT, right?”

Royd thought about the logic progression and said, “RIGHT!” with a bright smile.

“Good. Now, have you had sex today?”

“Nope”

“But you need it don’t you?”

“Um...yeah” Royd shifted uncomfortably, thinking of the sudden insistent tingling in his ass.

“Badly”

“Yeah” The sensation was getting more intense.

“Then bend over, grab your ankles and let me fuck your ass, Royd” Mesmir ordered

Royd stood still for a single moment, turned around and bent over, his magnificent ass ready to be fucked, the backs of his perfect legs striated and flexed. Mesmir took out his cock, his very hard cock, and poured some lube onto Royd's crack, letting it dribble deep. He then lubed his cock and let it slide between Royd’s glutes. Royd gasped as Mesmir’s cockhead reached his bud, and flexed from head to toe as it pushed against his hole, then penetrated, ever so slowly.

Mesmir continued a very slow but very steady penetration of Royd’s muscled ass, his hands gripping the man’s waist and back just above the flexed glutes.

With each half inch intrusion into his ass, Royd gasped and yet pressed backwards, his need for sex driving him wild. He knew he HAD TO HAVE IT...and that the Doctor was taking care of him, making certain he got what he needed. Royd felt more and more of the doctor’s cock ramming into him, withdrawing, then ramming harder and going a little further each time.

By the time the doctor was buried to his root, Royd’s ass was flexing and gripping the doctor’s cock like a fist, spasms like orgasm rippling the muscleboy’s frame as his limp cock dripped cum. He felt the doctor shoot hot seed into his virgin ass and let his magnificent ass milk the gorged cock till the doctor fell back, exhausted, sweating.

Royd stood up and turned, his tanned smooth skin covered with a sheen of sweat. He looked...sated, thought the doctor, as Royd approached him, slid his powerful arms under Mesmir’s then proceeded to kiss the hypnotist with a passion and intensity that matched the doctor’s unrestrained rutting of moments before.

When the kiss broke, the doctor took a moment to right himself and said,

“Royd, you must get dressed”. The bodybuilder did so. Once dressed the Mesmir gave his final orders.

“You will sit as you were in the chair. You will not remember any of this because your conscious mind cannot tell you. Yet, you will remember the instructions you received today and will live them, or you will not achieve your goals. When I say to you, "Muscleboy”, you will instantly fall into a deep trance such as you are in now, only deeper, do you understand?”

Royd nodded, post coital sleepiness in his eyes.

“You will wake refreshed, feeling good and your workouts will blast you past your plateau.”

Royd smiled

“And if another man tries to seduce you?”

“NO WAY!” Royd yelled. “Not gettting fat for some queer!!!!”

“Good boy, very good Royd. And when you get horny?”

“I come to you” Royd said, with a pointed look at Mesmir’s crotch.

“Excellent. At the count of three, you will wake refreshed and happy and feel better than you ever have 1...2...3..”

Royd woke. “Hey, doc. When do you start/’

“I am done’ Mesmir said

“Really? I don’t remember anything?” Royd said worried.

“Royd, go for a workout and you will see the difference” Mesmir promised.

“Okay doc.” Royd grinned. “I trust you”

“Good” Dr. Mesmir smiled. “Now, I have another appointment. Call me anytime you need anything, Royd”

“Sure thing doc, and thanks” Royd pumped the doctor’s hand and left. Mesmir consulted his appointment book and smiled. He walked into the waiting room and said, “Markus Ruhl, I am Dr. Mesmir. It is a pleasure to meet you....”

1.20.2009

01.20.09 First time I saw you was backstage at that contest


First time I saw you was backstage at that contest and I remember thinking to myself, that this tanned up, roids/HGH juiced musclemonster ready to go onstage is a major FREAK! You wore those doorknocker sized nipple rings onstage, pierced through your fucking huge thumb-sized nips and I thought to myself, "Who's that crazy motherfucker?". Now I know that you're the first raw bodybuilder with a complete different style than any other. Your inhumanly massive size, obviously you love your juice and that distended muscled roidgut that you refuse to suck in, the uber miniscule posers and of course the piercings, makes up your coolness. You fuckin rock Royd! Good to see Royd that you've not toned it down! Let's have more, more, more of this guy, let him pose all day. You belong in the circus. Looks like you've got something lethal in your posers there buddy, let's see that muscle in your posers flexed...now that's MUSCLE, that's an instrument for MASS destruction!

01.20.09 what they're saying about ROYD



"Amazing, uberhuge, ginormous musclebeast with no neck!"




"Looks as wide as high as deep; the biggest, strongest, thickest, massive muscleman ever seen!"




"Every single part of his body is massively huge, the head of his huge penis looks like it's about to burst out of his posers1"




"Hear he's only 5' 8", weighs 315 off season, and 275 in contest shape, SO damn HUGE and STRONG that he actually looks like a morph, a real musclemonster, what bodybuilding is supposed to be about and it's even better when roids are used to enhance that goal, and when it gets to be that big and bloated, it crosses over to be sexy! When roids are way overdone like this, it just becomes pure sex appeal - the bigger the better!"




"I prefer the bulked up off season look, and he is definitely in off-season shape, fuckin massive. I`d love to see him pose naked and judging from the size of his package in those posing trunks we`d be in for a treat. Bulge looks big even amongst those massive quads!"




"His huge stomach complements his whole look, it's a fuckin sexy muscled roidgut. In my opinion, this is how muscle men should aspire to look all the time, and not just off season."




"I hope someday that all the top bodybuilders will strive to look like this. There is nothing wrong, and everything right, with a 36 inch waist on a huge man like this. It is more masculine. I think bodybuilders look better in the offseason because they're bigger, beefier, bulkier and meatier! And he is exactly the way I like them!"

01.20.09 Wow Royd, what a tiny small string


"Wow Royd, what a tiny small string. G R E A T, that awesome suit is a work of art, to say nothing of the body! I love a huge bodybuilder like you in such small gear. Great looking pouch on the suit fits you like a glove! You fill it up well, and even showing your P.A. again, you look so good. And a great color for you! What a hot, sexy man you are!"

1.15.2009

01.15.09 becoming the most massive freaked out steroid god to ever exist!


Freaky massive bodybuilder loaded with steroids to grow as huge as inhumanly possible and i am so freaked out on juice that my mind is racing with nothing but thoughts of pumping even bigger and blowing myself up, becoming the most massive freaked out steroid god to ever exist!

1.10.2009

01.10.09 IRONMAN 2009 : check out highlighted

01.10.09 His muscle had that soft puffy look like an off-season bodybuilder


“Huge” is the only way I could describe his thighs, like tree trunks, monument pillars, these things were amazing. “He” is a body builder I met at my local gym a couple months ago. He was 5'8" 235 lbs of pure muscle. His muscle had that soft puffy look like an off-season bodybuilder before they cut down on their carb intake before competition. Damn, this guy was big, pinched at the waist, huge at the chest. His pecs were big enough that you could hide the tips of your finger under them. His abs were so big that they stuck out almost as much as his pecs. His ass was made up of these two massive mounds of flesh forming two oval semicircles. The ovals fitted together forming a deep long crack in his ass. Sometimes during a heavy workout his spandex shorts would ride up till part of it disappeared into the crack of his ass. It looked as if the white shorts were painted on his body instead of worn. This guy wears a g-string during every single work out and he doesn't try to hide it. I can see it ride up his love handles and out of his spandex shorts during squats and leg presses. He would get up from the exercise he was doing, jiggle his thighs and pull his spandex shorts so that it would cover up the g-string. I always told him that I wish I had his thighs. When he walked one thick thigh would roll past the other around his crotch. Then his package in the center would do this little jiggle move as his feet hit the ground. That shit made me smile inside every time. His balls didn’t hang between his legs but were squashed out in front of them. This made it so whenever he wore tight cloths whether they be jeans, spandex trunks, or workout sweats you could see his entire package print--balls and all. I not a bad man myself, 6’3” 225 lbs lightly tanned brown skin bodybuilder. I have long muscular legs and a short thick torso. My ass could crack an egg if I tried. I sport a short military type fade with a short goatee. I have brown hair and nipples, some plump lips, and a fat 8 1/2 dick.

Royd was a cool humble guy. Always cracking jokes but always focused on the matter as hand. Which was usually lifting weights. We would workout together, eat out right after, and sometimes we would stop by a bar for a couple of drinks on occasion. But there was always one thing I avoided with him the shower room. The shower rooms at our local gym were small bathroom-like cubicles. I would always be the first to take off my clothes and hop into the shower cubicle before I got a look at him taking his clothes off; for obvious reasons. I didn’t want him to see me get too aroused. It was enough keeping my dick docile during our intense workouts together, but to see this mother fucker in his naked glory was something I couldn’t take. I could see him watching me in the corner of my eye as I hastily speed walked toward the shower. It’s funny because almost every time I walked away from him he did this little chuckle under his breath and I could feel him smirk behind me. I didn’t know if he was enjoying watching my ass or he knew why I was walking away so fast.

He told me that he used to be a wrestler in high school and competed nationwide. He also ran track for a little bit, but wasn’t as good. We talked about a lot, poked jokes at each other sports, weightlifting, about the girls we fucked in high school and college. He always had this superficial attitude toward women. Like bitches man whatever, like he could care less about them. “ I don’t even much mess with these bitches, all they give is problems”, he says. Then one day he told me he hasn't been with any women since he left college 7 years ago. I kept telling him to that he’s a lying motherfucker. He says I’m serious man I don’t mess with these bitches. The truth was, I didn’t either. After my last break up three years ago I haven’t had sex with any women. I never told him that though. He was pretty physical with me too. I mean the dude would touch me in public like it wasn’t anything big. He would put his hand on my shoulder while he talked about something deep. When he would give me a little direction when we worked out he would touch the muscle while saying the name of it like it was really necessary. He would say this exercise works this part right here real well, and he would rub the muscle on me. I never complained though, ever.

One day while we were finished working out in the gym; we decided to hit the showers. This time I had to use the bathroom before I got undressed. I stayed in the stall a little bit longer than usual so I could avoid seeing him undress. I got out, went to my locker and stripped. I flipped my rag over my shoulder and walked toward the shower stall. Then I see him walking towards me. My eyes grew wide and my heart shot a surge of blood to my dick. I could already feel it swell. He had this wicked smirk on his face. I pretended like I didn’t see him, and I walked a little faster toward the shower. He stopped me by damn near slamming into me. Our chests and the front of our bodies damn near bounced off of each other. He then put his arm around me and said, “Hey I forgot I wanted to ask a favor from you.”

“Sure what is it”? I asked looking all around the place except at him. He squeezed my shoulder and pulled me closer too him till the sides of our bodies were squeezed up against each other. Our nipples were poking at each other with every movement.

“I having a competition next week and I need someone to check me over you know, to check and make sure I’m proportional and shit, okay? You think you could help me out with a little critique?”

Royd’s hand slipped down my back till it was resting on the top of my ass and his dick was jiggling against my thigh.

“Oh I can help you out,” I said. I had a full boner bouncing up against my stomach. I tried to cover it with my rag, but it was pretty obvious.

“Cool, I’ll see you at 10 tomorrow night,” he said. He gave me a slap on the ass that echoed through out the whole shower room as he smirked and walked away to his shower stall.

I showed up at his apartment that night. He wore the white spandex shorts with a g-string underneath. I wore a tight pair of posers instead of boxers just in case I got another accident. He stripped and I looked him over in his little yellow g-string. We stood in a big mirror checking him symmetry for about three minutes. He got out a bottle of oil and started rubbing it on his chest then he handed me the bottle. I looked at him wide eyed he looked back. “Come on man, you’re supposed to help me. I got to oil myself down too?” I just shrugged and started in on the rubbing. I was sitting on a chair and he was standing up. I oiled his front first. Then he put his leg up on the arm of the chair and held my shoulder for balance. I oiled in between his massive thighs while his dick rocked back and forth in my face. He then turned around and did a little jiggle with his ass in my face and pointed to his back. I oiled that up too. Then his beautiful round booty. I handed the bottle too him and he looked at it and said, “Good. Just enough for you too.”

I said, “Oh I don’t need to get all greased up and critiqued. I ain’t been hitting the weight that heavy for a while. At least not like you have.”

“Come on man quit bitchin’ let’s see if you measure up.”

“Nah Royd, I’m not prepped, I ain’t got no competition coming up like you.”

“Come on, you afraid you might look worse than you thought, standing next to me?”

“Ahh now you went too far,” I protested. I stripped quickly down to my poser. I looked in the mirror and we measured up pretty well together. He was a little more plump in the thighs and chest but everything else way equal.

He pointed the to his shiny abs and said, “Look at dat boy, you ain’t got dat!” I tried to grab the bottle of oil away from him but he turned away and said, “Don't worry. I got you man.”

He stood up against me and started rubbing me down with the oil. I started to get an instant hard on. He got down to rubbing my abs then my inner thighs and legs. Then he did something strange. He stood in front of me wrapped his arms around me and oiled my back and my ass. When he oiled my ass; he was cupping his hands and squeezing. His entire front pecs, stomach, and thighs were pressed hard against mine. Our hard dicks touched underneath our pouches. He held my waist and put his head on my shoulder and breathed on to my neck. He nuzzled his nose into my neck and under my chin. I grabbed his waist and pulled it into mine. We squeezed and ground together for a couple minutes. We stopped everything and kissed. He pushed me on the floor and stood above me. I laid there with my legs open. He got and his knees and lay down on top of me squeezing his waist between my big thighs till out crotches touched. We ground crotches for about 5 minutes kissing and rocking back and forth. He pulled himself off of me and yanked my poser off. My erect dick flipped out and slapped me on my stomach. It lay there twitching. We sat on the floor and literally peeled the pouch of his g-string off of his sweaty greased up ass and off of his legs. Then he pressed himself up against me. He straddled my dick and leaned over and ground back and forth. OOOhhhh yeahhhh. He closed his eyes and tilted his head back. He was playing with one of his nipples and with one of mine. He held my nipple between his index and ring finger and wiggled it back and forth between them. Just that sensation alone was incredible.

The grinding was driving me nuts. The oil made it easy for all of his weight to slip back and forth around my dick. I felt it all from the head of his dick to the dick ridge to the crease of his ass. He reached behind him and while he was grinding pressed his fingers into the hard ridge between my ball and my asshole. He pressed harder and harder in circular motions. Then he brought his circular motions down around the outside of my asshole and back up again. I couldn’t get enough air in my lungs. “AAAAHHHhhhh Shiittttt. Yeah!” I screamed. I grabbed him and tossed him over me I grabbed him from behind and started to jack him dick and play with his balls. It felt so good to him that he collapsed and onto his hands and knees. He was bent over, showing his big beautiful ass in its full glory. I grabbed it with both hands and caressed it all over while he jacked himself. I lined my dick up with the crack of his ass as he laid down. He tightened his butt so that my whole dick instead of the head was in his crease. I grabbed both his nipples and squeezed and twisted. He grunted quickly, “UHH ruuuu UUUhh UUrrrrr.” I ground against his oiled up ass and kissed his neck and back, squeezing and caressing. Then he turned the tables and flipped me around till I was on my hands and knees and my ass was in the air. He pulled my ass into his crotch and bent his dick in the middle and pushed it into my crack. He put both hands around my waist and yanked me into his crotch squeezing my balls in the process. His dick was rubbing up against my left ass check and I could feel the warm drip, drip of precum sliver down the side of my ass.

“You said you like my thighs right?” he said.

“Hell yeah!”

“Worship these mother-fuckers then.” He laid on his back, and I licked and squeezed between his thigh and dick, I sucked on his balls. He put his calves over my shoulders and tightened his legs up. I grabbed the oil and massaged the rest of the bottle between his thighs and I slipped my dick in between them. He was relaxed with his head back, jacking his dick. I went crazy on these mother fuckers pounding away between those thick muscular pillars. When the head and tip of my dick popped out of the other side of his thighs he would rub the palm of his hand against it. The warm moist heat, the friction, it was too much. My dick went numb and then a huge surge of pleasure swept over my body and converged on my nutsack. The nut shot all over his chest and stomach. He licked his lips as he shot a huge load up in the air that damn near hit my chin. I collapsed on his chest as the cum still warm dipped down the sides of our bodies. “That’s how the Greeks used to do it,” he said.

That was two years ago and since then we have moved in with each other. We cook food and clean butt naked around our apartment. We watch TV and workout together. We have sex just about every day. We never fuck each other we have too much respect for each other to do that, plus we never really wanted to. There was one quote that ancient Greek historians used to say about Alexander the Great and his military prowess. There was only one time that he was ever defeated in his life and that was by his lover, Hephaestion’s thighs. I could identify with that.

1.09.2009

01.09.09 : the D-bol shot


Come on boy, strip and show me that muscle butt Royd.

Aw, come on, SIR. Not another shot. They're already teasing me so much. Do you have to?

Just give me your right ass cheek. Good. Now I'm gonna do it real slow. Tell me when you can start to feel it.

I wish you didn't have to do this to me.

Don't complain, Royd, you know it's for your own good.

Oh, shit, I can feel it already, SIR.

Good. You like how it feels, don't you Royd? Yeah, you know I can't help it. You want to get big, don't you Royd?

Oh, shit. Yeah, SIR, when you make me take this stuff, it makes want to get real big.

That's good, muscleboy. I want to see you get real big. I want to see you grow into a huge muscleboy. You want that, too, don't you, muscleboy?

Oh, yeah, SIR. I do. I really do.

You want me to make you grow big, Royd?

Yeah, SIR.

Tell me, muscleboy. I want you to tell me.

I want you to make me grow big, SIR.

How big, Royd?

Really big, SIR. I want you to make me grow huge.

You know I really want to see you get massive, don't you? You know I want to see you grow totally massive and huge, make you a muscle freak, don't you, muscleboy?

Yeah, SIR, I know.

How does that make you feel Royd?

Scared, but hot, excited. Oh, shit, SIR.

Do you like how you feel when I give you a shot like this?

Oh, yeah, SIR.

Tell me, Royd.

I like how it makes me feel when you give me my shot.

Can you feel it going into your vein, going all through you? You like it when I do it real slow like this so you can feel it?

Oh, yeah, SIR. Fuck, it feels so good.

What does it feel like, muscleboy?

It just feels so good. It feels like it's getting me so stoned. It feels like I could lift a house. It makes me feel hot, SIR.

What do you mean by hot, muscleboy?

You know, SIR. It makes me get a boner. It makes me feel so horny and so turned on.

You like to feel that way, don't you Royd?

Yeah, SIR. I love it.

What turns you on, muscleboy? What does it make you think about that makes you feel so hot?

You know, SIR. What it does to me. What you're doing to me.

You like that, don't you muscleboy?

Oh, fuck, SIR. I love it.

But what turns you on so much?

Oh, man, SIR. My muscles. Getting big muscles, is so hot. And how it's making my dick grow on me, making my dick big and all that.

Yeah, I know, muscleboy. I know you like that. You know what this shot is going to do Royd?

No SIR.

What?

It's going to make you grow more.

You like that Royd?

Oh, yeah.

It's going to make more muscle grow in your pecs.

Oh, shit, SIR.

You like getting more muscle in your pecs?

Yeah.

You think you'd like more?

Oh, yeah.

And it's gonna make your pec cleavage grow and separate your pecs.

Oh, yes SIR!

You like that, muscleboy?

Oh, shit yeah.

You know what else it's going to do?

No, SIR, what?

You like getting larger bitch tits in your pecs muscleboy?

Oh, shit, yes SIR.

Can you feel it doing it? Can you feel it in you, working on you?

Oh, yeah. Feels so good.

Your boner looks very hard Royd. Do you feel hard?

Fuck, SIR, I feel so hard.

Does your dick feel big now?

Yeah, SIR, you know it does. You made it get so big.

How big was it the last time you measured it, muscleboy?

Eight inches long but 10 inches around SIR.

That's a pretty big boner for muscleboy. You like that, don't you?

Yeah.

You like to show it off, don't you?

Yeah.

Well, this shot it going to make it grow bigger, again. It's going to make it grow twice as thick this time. You like that?

Oh, fuck yeah, SIR.

Is that okay?

Fuck, SIR. Sure. That's okay. That's great.

And what else is this shot going to do to you, Royd?

Make me grow bigger?

Yes, it will. You want to grow bigger don't you?

Yes, SIR.

It turns you on, doesn't it, muscleboy?

Yes, SIR.

You like growing for me, don't you, muscleboy?

Oh, yeah, SIR.

I'm going to make you huge, Royd. Is that what you want?

Oh yeah, SIR.

Really huge?

Yeah.

What do you want, Royd?

I want you to make me grow huge, SIR.

How huge, muscleboy?

Extremely huge, SIR.

That's good, muscleboy.

Oh, fuck, SIR.

What muscleboy?

I just feel that going in me, working on me. It feels so good.

That's good, Royd.

I can feel how it's going to make me grow. Oh, man, I feel so stoned.

Just relax, Royd.

Oh man, SIR, I feel so stoned and so horny. Fuck, this stuff makes me so hard.

You like feeling like this, don't you?

Oh, yeah, it feels so hot.

You gonna have the biggest dick?

Yeah, SIR. Gonna have a huge cock. Oh, man, I'm so horny.

You want to cum, Royd?

I think I'm going to.

Don't touch your dick. Just look at yourself in the mirror. What do you see?

I see a big submissive muscle pig, SIR.

Is that all?

A big hairless, tanned muscle guy with a huge pierced cock.

Yeah. That's my Royd. You like what you see?

Yeah SIR. Making me huge. Making me grow. I don't care how much everyone gawks at me.

Good boy. Are you a stud, Royd?

Fuck yeah, SIR.

You a big horny muscle stud?

Yeah.

You feel like you could cum just looking at your body, Royd? Big muscle boy?

Yeah SIR, oh, shit, yeah.

Good. Go on. Just let it go.

Oh, fuck, SIR. Oh, man. I'm growing so huge. So fucking huge. I feel so hot, so turned on, SIR. I'm gonna cum.

Go on.

Oh, fuck SIR. Oh, man SIR, I love my muscles, SIR. Oh, man, my pecs are so huge, so thick, my guns, oh fuck they're so fucking thick and huge, and my dick. Huge fucking cock. Oh, God; Oh, fuck, my cock is so fucking huge. Oh, fuck, SIR, I'm gonna cum. Oh, man, Oh, Jesus, Doc. Ohhhhhh. UUnnnnnhhhhh. Aawwwww, God!! Oh, yeaaah!!!


1.07.2009

I am an aggressive bodybuilder.


I am an aggressive bodybuilder. I have been pumping the iron since I was about 15 years old. I have been doing juice since that time too and have amassed a huge body. I am 47 years old. I am 5'8" and weigh about 295 lbs. I have a 34" waist, have 22.5"guns, have a 57"chest, 33"thighs, 21.5"calves, and an 8" cock that also measures 7.5" in girth. I am proud of my body, I have worked very hard to get the muscle mass that I have and as a result, I KNOW that I AM THE SHIT! Nobody messes with me. I own the gym where I train. Nobody gets in my way, I love the way that other big bodybuilders are so humble around me, they always ask me how I'm doing or that I look totally awesome. I also love turning those little fuckers on too. Without a doubt, every time that I work out with one of the other dudes, they always get a humongous hard on in their tight shorts. Some of them have to go to the john and choke their chicken because they can't take it. I am so fucking vascular too, I mean I have veins running all through my body...my ass, back, calves, chest etc.


1.04.2009

01.04.09 HOW YOU CAN BUILD A FREAKY PROFESSIONAL BODYBUILDER PHYSIQUE



HOW YOU CAN BUILD A FREAKY PROFESSIONAL BODYBUILDER PHYSIQUE

THE KEY TO SERIOUS GROWTH


He then pulled out a syringe and a bottle of clear fluids. I asked him how much he was taking, and he said that he shot himself in the butt everyday with 100 mg, 200 mg on training days. Anabolic steroids artificially raise the amount of anabolic hormones in the blood and permit further growth.

Gynecomastia, also known as gyno and bitch tits, is female breast development in men. It appears that he was naturally predisposed to gynecomastia and already had a minor case before using steroids. Gynecomastia is a common side effect of anabolic steroid use. Men naturally produce a small amount of estrogen, a female hormone. When anabolic steroids are used estrogen levels can rise and or dominate.


Some anabolic steroids are peripherally converted to estrogen. When these steroids are used both anabolic hormone and estrogen levels rise. High estrogen levels will sooner or later cause gynecomastia in most individuals.

Abruptly stopping steroid use greatly increases the odds of developing gynecomastia. Anabolic steroid use causes the testicles to atrophy, shrink in size, and become dormant. Normal testicular function usually resumes after steroid use is stopped, but it may take several months for the testicles return to pre-steroid use size and function. When steroid use is abruptly stopped a condition is created where very low levels of anabolic hormones are present. The testicles have not yet resumed normal testosterone production and exogenous anabolic hormones are no longer being taken. As a result, estrogen can now dominate. Gynecomastia is almost certain to occur.

Gynecomastia can usually be avoided by taking anti-estrogens like Nolvadex or using steroids that can not be peripherally converted to estrogen. A complete discussion of gynecomastia and a list of steroids that can not be peripherally converted to estrogen can be found in The Steroid Bible. Gynecomastia can also be avoided by using a safe, effective, legal muscle builder like Growth Factor-1 that does not cause estrogen build up.

1.02.2009

01.02.09 the real monster muscle maker


All this stuff about injecting silicone into the muscles, and the real monster muscle maker is synthol. It takes alot of knowledge and expertise to inject synthol properly, but the results of freakish muscle size are very impressive. After the injections the muscle actually grows and absorbs the place of the synthol growing bigger and BIGGER Permanently. Silicone is great for growing huge cock and balls. Synthol I was told and shown with photographs, is the quickest and best way to make permanent gains on your muscle size in a matter of weeks. In addition to my bodybuilding regime, I'm considering synthol injections to grow bigger than 259 lbs and grow even bigger with my arms and pecs to become freakishly huge.

01.02.09 roided resolutions


Each year brings me more experience and more knowledge and increased efficiency at my exercises. And 2009 will be no exception. As I lift better, eat TONS more, and take more supplements, my muscles will grow fast and grow huge. I'll get stronger and hungrier for more.


You could call it greed -- I want to get bigger and bigger and don't want it to stop. But I call it for what it is--muscle. A property of muscle allows it to be damaged (by lifting weights) and rebuilt bigger and better (by nutrients). I want my muscles to fulfill this potential. I wanna see how strong I can get and how big I can get. I want every inch of my body to bulge with insane amounts of muscle. I want to be seam-splittingly, button-poppingly, sleeve-burstingly massive.


I'm working on a neck so thick it makes a bull jealous. I'm working on pecs so big they almost come up to my chin. I'm working on a back so wide and solid I have to turn sideways to get through doors--and even then it'd be a tight fit. I'm working on legs so immense I not only waddle, I have trouble waddling. I'm working on a muscle ass so big it bounces with each step I make. I'm working on biceps so big I have trouble just flexing them; biceps that, when unflexed, measure bigger than most mens' waists.


No, not big. Not large. Not muscular. Those won't be the words to describe me. Massive. Freaky. Monstrous. Yes. That is what I will become. Can't believe how freakish I'm gettin'. Yet, I want MORE. Gotta get bigger!


And I hope you are going to me getting even bigger. There is no such think as too big when it comes to muscles.