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my response

SIR

came across this excerpt from markus' vid "Markus Ruhl XXXL": http://youtu.be/t0pcr4nVyWU 

and judging by both the amount of and the type of comments, people either hate or love his bod - there is no in-between, even though the haters and their negative comments easily outnumber the positive feedback...and that's what turns me on about him - what he's achieved and how he's transformed his bod to. i do have to confess that i like the ridiculously insane over-proportions he exhibited prior to 2002

i thought i would highlight some comments made on the above vid, so that hopefully, you'll gain a better insight to me and my ideas for bodybuilding, which is but one facet of my total persona and psyche

"yeah he's a mass freak I don't think he's as concerned about aesthetics as some of the smaller bodybuilders"
- MY RESPONSE: precisely what i want to eventually become...a MASS FREAK and as you mentioned in your last email to me that while "Ruhl is a competitor, shaping his body for bodybuilding shows and competitions" that i "on the other hand, are free to shape your body as you choose" - aesthetics and proportionate ARE NOT words in my vision for the finished product

"I've just realized how ugly this guy's body is..........it's so out of proportion, it's disgusting..........he's no bodybuilder where the fuck's the proportion.......and he's cheating on the dips....shoulder should come below the elbow on the way down......BRING BACK ARNIE!!!!!!!"

- MY RESPONSE: the first part of this comment, which most will consider as negative, is what i want to long to read or hear when people, both bodybuilders and non bodybuilders, see me...fuck arnold or columbo or for that matter all the proportionate pros from the 80's. and 90's...i want to "so out of proportion, it's disgusting", i want to hear people say that i'm "no bodybuilder where the fuck's the proportion"

"HGH BELLY GROSS!"

- MY RESPONSE: if i hear that, i will instantly take it as a compliment!

"he manages to give steroids a bad name, his muscle proportion is all fucked up"

- MY RESPONSE: damn right, not just abusing roids but addicted to them - fuck up my proportions!

"god only knows wot drugs this man has injected himself with! I bet Markus hasn't got a f***ing clue either. As long as it was in a syringe I'm sure he was happy to inject it. There was a similar guy in the UK in the 1980's called Richard Farmer, and his body tore apart as well."

- MY RESPONSE: this statement gave me an instant very HARD hardon - "As long as it was in a syringe I'm sure he was happy to inject it"

"you fuking kidding me? he has one of the best genetics out their that's why he's a top bodybuilder. their are countless of other bodybuilders that try to get at the level of Markus but never make it why ? because they don't have the genetics for it, if steroids were the solution, then everyone could be a top bodybuilder like Markus. and Markus trains for size not shape mediocre genetics my azz"

- MY RESPONSE: whatever genetics i lack, i will pay in blood, sweat and tears

"Are you a retard? Do you know just how huge Markus is? This is a man who dwarfs even Ronnie Coleman and Jay Cutler. He is the freakiest bodybuilder in the world. Not the best looking or most proportionate, but the largest. Pretty much no matter how much you juice yourself, you will NOT end up looking like Markus. Not with mediocre genetics."

- MY RESPONSE: hope that i will achieve markus' look

"Markus Ruhl is obviously a man with mediocre genetics who abused steroids to get where he's at. His only trump card was 'roids. Therefore, no matter how large he manages to get, he will never be a champion. Because, though you can change the SIZE of your muscles by training, you can never change the basic shape. The bellies will continue to grow, further developing his faulty structure."

- MY RESPONSE: i will strive 200% to "change the SIZE of your muscles by training" and hope that i will be a major contender in being one of those bodybuilders whose "bellies will continue to grow, further developing his faulty structure"

"this doesn't look natural...yuck...how can he do that to himself?"
- MY RESPONSE: "doesn't look natural"? natural is a BAD WORD in my vocab..."how can he do that to himself?" easily, it's my only goal in life

"lol his stomach looks like a hero turtle"

- MY RESPONSE: yeah,call it turlte or tortoise shelled, that's what i want!

"nothing appealing about that physique..tons of gh winstrol test. and god knows what else post 95 bodybuilders look disgusting what happened to lean non drugged looking bodybuilders with realistic physiques in the 200's. this is wack"
- MY RESPONSE: "nothing appealing about that physique"...isn't that what every muscle freak wants? that's what this muscle freak wants, carves and needs!

"Markus Ruhl is just another gross looking unhealthy steroid addicted asshole bodybuilder.."

- MY RESPONSE: yes he is and that's what i want to be - "gross looking"," unhealthy", "steroid addicted", "asshole" bodybuilder - those words are music to my ears!

"this is not at all natural ..... they all look like swollen potatoes .... full of steroids up there asses ....... these guys are freaks who just keep on looking at oneself in mirrors wearing underwear ..... go get a real job !! and do society some good ..... rather hogging food like pigs and sitting and getting beefed up .... ASSHOLES !"

- MY RESPONSE: "this is not at all natural....full of steroids up there asses " - i want my muscled butt to be scarred from prolong injections, i will see that as a badge of honor as well as a badge of courage, it's easy to lift weights and call oneself a bodybuilder, but it takes hell of lot more to become a muscle freak

"XXXL is my favorite bodybuilding film...Ruhl's abnormal size and gigantic grotesque muscle really fascinate and inspire me. The guy has the strength of a cyborg."

- MY RESPONSE: i hope that my "abnormal size and gigantic grotesque muscle really fascinate and inspire" someone else

"I'd sell my soul to be that big!"

- MY RESPONSE: if i know it will work, i will too

"really why would you ever want to look like that??"

- MY RESPONSE: why? because i want to and i can do it!

"steroids and supplements addicted pea brain asshole"

- MY RESPONSE: yes addicted but not pea brained...and for the record, asshole is what i am, more like a musclekunt

"Steroids and other drugs are for roiding homos"

- MY RESPONSE: and your point is? yes this "roiding homo" likes "Steroids and other drugs"!

"I wud kill myself if I looked like that - small traps + insanely huge shoulders = mutant looking freak who can't lift his arms up"

- MY RESPONSE: yes, i want to become a "mutant looking freak who can't lift his arms up"

"Ruhl is natural, but looks like a an old fart. Does anyone feels the same way I do"

- MY RESPONSE: i am an older fart and no he is not natural and neither am i...as for markus looking older - i only like older men, more specifically older muscled men

"there's nothing natural about that dude!"

- MY RESPONSE: duh!

"Naturals lift weights to get to their size and strength. These people lift weights and use steroids/drugs to get to their size and strength. How convenient of the roiders to leave out the part about their steroids/drugs."
- MY RESPONSE: i for one will not be one "of the roiders to leave out the part about their steroids/drugs"...i want the words "juiced" or "jacked" or "roided" tattooed PROMINENTLY on me....a living, breathing, ad for the promotion of roids and supplementation

"Fuck you douche bags dogging on roid users. Its just cause you all are to big of a pussy to inject. Do research on the shit before you dis it. You prob don't know shit about it!"

- MY RESPONSE: well said

royd

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SIR'S RESPONSE:

Markus Ruhl ... you have good taste, boy.

Look forward to talking with you more. And, yes, I'm confident you can do more - Ruhl is a competitor, shaping his body for bodybuilding shows and competitions. You, on the other hand, are free to shape your body as you choose.

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my response

SIR:

thank you for your email

just a short reply as i am on the road

this leapt out at me...."I think you can do more"

YES SIR, i can and i want to look like this...soon: http://clips.team-andro.com/watch/116864efd4f4965fe6b9/markus-ruehl-2000-england-grand-prix

markus ruhl has always been an inspiration for me, especially in his earlier days...his entire package from his freakishly oversized bod to his choice of posers to his bleached blond high and tight - all epitomizes my idea and my ideal. 

there is a "slo-mo" button on the lower left side of the vid - i've used that to truly enjoy this german musclebull

will email you with a more detailed reply next week SIR!

royd

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SIR'S EMAIL:


boy --

I'm glad you've given me an email address so we can continue our conversation. I'm interested in hearing more about your experience and more about your current stats and capabilities as a roided bull boy.

As I mentioned in my profile, my main fetish is muscle and power. I get off on seeing a boy work hard to gain more mass and get even harder if he's willing to dose up on roids, hgh and slam to pack on maximum size.

Boy, right now you have the appearance of an experienced bodybuilder - a shredded mass of veined muscle, ready to be used. I think you can do more. I'm looking for a boy who is willing and capable, over time, of giving up any inhibitions and going beyond human to being a mass of useable bull meat.

I enjoy integrating a roid boy's training with sm. After a hard workout at the gym and a rest period, I would want to measure and document your progress. Then I'd dose you up with chems for an evening of more hard work using that roid meat for my pleasure.

First up would probably be some work on your arms and chest - curls and flys - as you're hooked up to a vac pump on your nips. Then, chest presses as I vac pump your cock and balls. Then, I'd probably want to use e-stim on your cock and balls as I vac pump that rosebud.

I might have a pause at that point to get some more chems on you, refresh the slam. I would have you go through some posing routines for me, boy - I want to examine closely the progress you're making. If you please me, I'd want punch fucking that rosebud with my fist as I crank up the e-stim on your cock and balls or have you ride a horse-size dildo as I fuck that hot mouth of yours.

So, boy - have you done hgh? How do you feel on roids? When you slam?

I like the changes that roids and hgh make to your body turning that face more chisled, square and animal-like and seeing popped veins that make that bull muscle body of yours look like a hard-on, just waiting to be used.

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my response

SIR:

"Roided and hot"

SIR thank you SIR for acknowledging and validating my continuing quest for muscle-freakdom SIR
"Great to see you again, boy."

SIR, it's MY PLEASURE to be getting this message from you SIR!

 "I don't think you're big enough - you need to be filled with more roids and hgh and need to have that bull body of yours worked hard."

SIR, thank you for your feed back and YES SIR, in my mind, whatever size i've achieved, i will never be "big enough" SIR - for you and for myself! that will always be the impetus and the stimulus that will allow me to push myself HARDER and LONGER to become the MUSCLE FREAK i want to become...as someone once said to me, i want a bod so built and so jacked and so juiced that my physique will no longer be suited for the competition stage - and that SIR is my all consuming, tunnel-visioned goal SIR!

SIR, as for your comment that i "need to be filled with more roids and hgh and need to have that bull body of yours worked hard" - you are 200% correct SIR - as always you know me better than i know myself SIR!

SIR, would love to continue this conversation SIR and if you are so inclined, this muscleboy's email is r.roided@live.com SIR

royd

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SIR'S EMAIL:

Roided and hot Royd
Great to see you again, boy. I don't think you're big enough - you need to be filled with more roids and hgh and need to have that bull body of yours worked hard.