WHAT IS FOR YOU TO BE MUSCULAR? 

i got this message today: 

“you are the man I want to be LOL… Married guy here… I lift, I juice… but secretly want to be used… what is it for you to be muscular? I mean I have the same goal and want to look that way - but most guys do it to be more alpha looking… Just curious…” 

and here is my reply: 

“thanks for your email and thanks also for your compliment! i am sure that since you LIFT and you JUICE, that in southern cal, if you join the right gym, you will be noticed and probably be USED! you asked “what is it for you to be muscular?” well for me, i have always been turned on by muscled man - beginning with watching TARZAN on TV as a very young kid to seeing WILD WILD WEST as a teenager and always hoping that james west would be in some scene where he was stripped and tortured and then i discovered bodybuilders and let’s say, i found my goal in life! i didn’t just want to be muscular, i wanted to be FREAK OF NATURE - to go beyond muscular and that’s when i discovered SUPPLEMENTATIONS! and that for me has been the end all be all for my existence! i am sure that you feel the same - how heavily are you juicing? how committed are you to wanting “to look that way”? it takes a lot of blood, sweat and tears - yes, tears, as you push yourself beyond what you think you have ! and yes while “most guys do it to be more alpha looking”, i do it to become the sub i want to be - or to put it in another way - if i were a top, i would like to find a bottom that looked like me! hope that satisfies your curiosity! royd”